change
· Creative writing
it's a strange thing
to suddenly find
oneself
beside a path
like so many before
after other failed searches
it seems a chance discovery
serendipitous
with neither pattern nor cause
at first i am uncertain
is it really me
and am i it
but then a sudden recognition
an acceptance
followed by deep
calm
breaths
the idea is exciting
scary in its newness
a different self
and yet the same
the choice is made
to acknowledge
to see
to be who i am
the choice is made
things have changed
and i return to the path
A poem I wrote a while after coming out – an interesting and generally positive experience all round.